It's been far too long since I've written any thoughts down into this journal. I take full responsibility for this oversight and will not let it happen again. If anything is to come of using this, it must be used in the first place.
It sounds as if Martin Landel has been ousted from his own institute. Over the past few days, a man known as Aguilar has taken Landel's position with military force. I cannot claim to be upset with this turn of events, but I won't claim to enjoy it either. Aguilar has thus far proven to be a more competent force of nature than Landel had been and while I appreciate that this makes it unnecessary for them to continue with false sympathy, the military's reign has been one that's tight-gripped. While that could also be something to admire from the standpoint of one leader to another, from the standpoint of a captive, it makes things far more restrained. These soldiers are not like the hospital staff. False or no, they show no pity and never hesitate in their duties. They expect everyone else to do the same, like we're the same as them.
I am not one of them. I am not one of their soldiers. If they attempt to force my hand at anything, I'll gladly starve and exhaust myself than give in.
In the very least, it confirms my suspicions. There is heavy government involvement behind this. From what information I've been given, we're firmly trapped in the middle of a war.
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Landel is with Mark. From Edward's information, Mark's location is inside the forest.
.I'm beginning to lose faith in working with Edward. I understand his devotion to his fiance, but she's proven again and again that she's incapable of listening to anything but her own emotions. She's a hormonal wild-card and be it as it may that she isn't a bad person, she's incredibly dense. I cannot trust taking her anywhere without being 100% sure she is not going to somehow throw herself into harm's way. Despite making this perfectly clear to thev man, Edward insists we take her along to find Landel. It's of my opinion that the best option would be to not take them at all. I cannot protect the both of them and it is not my place to get involved in their relationship. It would be best for all parties if I left them alone.
I don't know where that leaves me. Sora is too young to endanger. Claire Littleton is####. Brainiac 5 is too young and uncooperative.
I need to get into the forest.
It sounds as if Martin Landel has been ousted from his own institute. Over the past few days, a man known as Aguilar has taken Landel's position with military force. I cannot claim to be upset with this turn of events, but I won't claim to enjoy it either. Aguilar has thus far proven to be a more competent force of nature than Landel had been and while I appreciate that this makes it unnecessary for them to continue with false sympathy, the military's reign has been one that's tight-gripped. While that could also be something to admire from the standpoint of one leader to another, from the standpoint of a captive, it makes things far more restrained. These soldiers are not like the hospital staff. False or no, they show no pity and never hesitate in their duties. They expect everyone else to do the same, like we're the same as them.
I am not one of them. I am not one of their soldiers. If they attempt to force my hand at anything, I'll gladly starve and exhaust myself than give in.
In the very least, it confirms my suspicions. There is heavy government involvement behind this. From what information I've been given, we're firmly trapped in the middle of a war.
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Landel is with Mark. From Edward's information, Mark's location is inside the forest.
.I'm beginning to lose faith in working with Edward. I understand his devotion to his fiance, but she's proven again and again that she's incapable of listening to anything but her own emotions. She's a hormonal wild-card and be it as it may that she isn't a bad person, she's incredibly dense. I cannot trust taking her anywhere without being 100% sure she is not going to somehow throw herself into harm's way. Despite making this perfectly clear to the
I don't know where that leaves me. Sora is too young to endanger. Claire Littleton is
I need to get into the forest.